So sad... So sad...

When you feel sad, you will feel that your heart is damn heavy. You will have difficulties trying to breath normally. A haze of sadness will surround you. Nothing seems fun anymore. You will just wish to find a quite place to rest. You will want to be alone... Or maybe with a good friend who really cared for you. But you will wish to forget those people who had hurt you so much. The more you think, the more you will feel sad. Sometimes, somethings that are unreal will seems to real. It will come so close until it touches your face. But the next minute, those unreal things will start to show you how unreal they are right infront of you.

Everything is fated. What is yours will be yours. For example, you will like bird shit to drop on your head. However, the bird shit will not drop on your head but instead landed on your best friend's head. Fated is fated. If the bird shit is fated to land on your best friend's head, it will never land on your head no matter how much you try to get it to land on your head.

The time now is 1.32am in the morning and I can't sleep, I am damn hungry and I am damn thirsty... So I am bullshitting here... hope I can sleep after I have bullshitted...lolz.